I had quite a vivid dream last night that someone who was/is very close to me lied to me straight to my face and had no problems with it. The weird thing was, I didn't feel angry in the dream. It was expected, and I anticipated it. I didn't care that she lied to me. I find myself caring less and less as the time goes by about the people I once would have considered my very close friends. It doesn't mean that I don't love them, I do. I feel a pang in my heart when I think about them not being close by to me, but it is fleeting. I suppose it is just time, geography, growing up, getting responsibilities, leaving one life for another that makes these things happen. I just don't really care right now. I guess I need something to sway me one way or another.
Posted by jessab at July 22, 2003 04:51 PM