Do you have any idea how long it has been since I have had time totally to myself that I could do whatever with? A very long time. I am usually either with Joel (which is great, awesome, stupendous. He is my other half, the continuation of me.) or if i am not with him I am usually scurrying to get something done, like a report or some homework or errands that i don't want to bore him with. Tonight, however, I am all by myself with nothing of importance to do. I wrote the paper that I had to do by Tuesday while i was at work, my other homework is done...that's it. That's all I had to do and now it is done. I didn't know what to do with myself. I found myself cleaning my bathroom from top to bottom, and then I did something that I haven't done in several months. I took a nice, long, hot bath, as opposed to a shower. I read a chapter or two of my book and washed my hair and just relaxed in the bathtub. Now I am sitting at the computer, talking with Stephen online and searching for something to occupy my time.
This week has been crazy. Joel has been at rehearsal every night this week. I have hardly gotten to see him. It is times like these that the want (at least on my part) of us moving in together grows quite great. It would make things so much easier on both of us. We would get to come home to each other, we wouldn't have to worry about the length of time that we are at one another's house b/c we have to get up to be at work or school the next day. We would save on gas and our energy. Last week we got a taste of what that will be like while housesitting for his parents, and it was wonderful. We worked quite well together. Took care of each other...i got more things done while staying at his house than I ever would have had I been staying at my house. I felt that once we do move in together (right now it seems like forever away.) that we will work like a well oiled machine. Hell, i even picked up his room while i was there and still had time for a nap. If you have ever seen his room you would know what a feat that was. Granted it was messy 15 minutes later, but the effort was there. We get along so well. It is crazy-incredible. Considering how much and how hotly we fought in the past. We are pretty much the same person. Don't even have a second thought about anything considering each other really. It totally amazes me how our relationship has evolved after 6 years of friendship. He is my best friend and my lover. He even puts the toliet seat down after he uses the bathroom. I love him. A lot.